May is the most annoying month of the entire schoolyear. Let that be said.
I recently finiched all my mock exams of the year, and now I've "only" got the last tests and hand-ins that I haven't done (stressing out!) - and then begins a whole month of real final exams.
As far as I've understood we have to go through 4 exams where two are written and two are oral. The only one that is mandatory is written norwegian, and then the others are randomly drawn by the government.
The worst outcome would be written norwegian, oral norwegian, written new-norwegian (we have a double written-language), and oral history. The best outcome would be written norwegian, oral visual arts, oral religion (we've only had one year, so there's not too much to study for), and written scenography&costume (even though that's the most work with only 5 hours to do a project + write a whole report of it as well).

So yeah... I'm kind of in deep shit. It turns out that I'm late on my art hand-ins, and even though I'm a top student, it reflects badly on my grade. Oh well. At least I know what I'm good of, and even if it doesn't show on the stupid paper in the end, it will be done. It will be over, all of it. I just hope I can carry the heavy load over that stupid finish line.

Then, I can really get into gear with what I always wanted to do. And you'll see that those requests of yours will be finished in no time - because then I'll have all the time in the world!

Yes, I did apply for a college. I was pressured to by various fronts. But at this time, I'm absolutely in no shape to go even one year more of school. I can barely finish this one. We'll see what happens when I get my answer.


Oh, and I almost forgot (cause I'm so disorientated it's sad), in the middle of all the school manure, we have this last-year-classes-fraternity-thingy we call "Russ". We dress up in red, blue or black overalls (depending on what type of study you belong to) with matching caps, and then we party like freaking hell for 17 days in a row! We also have this list of tasks you can do called "knots", and if you do, say, walk around an entire day with a dead fish on a leash and act as if it is your pet (must be witnessed by two other members), you earn a small trinket you can tie in your cap knot. It's going to be so much fun!
Fun is by the most part described as drinking oneself stupid while partying to insane music and having sex with everyone and anyone and not show up for school every day - but that's just stupid and dangerous. I don't drink, I have a steady relationship I'd like to keep, so I will be having fun my way.
I'm a red "russ" by the way. Which is a bit important, because the different colours are rivals - and that can get ugly. But red is more popular, so I'm safe.

Sooo... Now you know a whole lot of what's going on. Generally I'm very scared, and at the same time I look forward to it all being overwith. Paranoia.

Don't be afraid to talk to me, cause I will be spending most of my "should've"-time here. I also still want to know if adoptables are on the wish list? Cause I want to design something...

Good luck to all you who are going through the same things I do!